nudgings

there have been a lack of updates.
i felt like i had nothing good to say.
so i stayed quiet.

tonight i wanted to share something.
a few days ago i had a situation where someone
didn’t afford me the respect they should have shown
me (since it was a work sitch).
i was sort of miffed and didn’t want to rock the boat-
so i was silent.
and was that way for awhile.
then i ‘checked in’ with myself and realized
that wasn’t doing me any good.
staying clammed up.
i should have been kind but also shared how I felt.
lesson learned.
small baby steps on how to share and when.

even with the little bobble in judgement, i stay gentle with me.

tonight i enjoyed a funny movie and
dancing to rihanna. her music is so fun.

STILL FIGURING OUT MY BLOG VOICE.
IT IS A PROCESS.
WHAT TO SAY.
HOW TO SAY IT.
STAYING OPEN HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY MISSION.
BEING TRUE AND FINDING MY MAGIC.

love you to bits-
melly
xoxo

ps it is a wonder how a little flower on a table can brighten
your whole room. thank you, divine, for flowers. their beauty makes
me smile. (that is a spider mum!)