may i release?
by Melly on October 7, 2008
in my thoughts on stuff
Lately i have found myself wanting to ‘let go’.
LET GO OF:
…extra “stuff” i own (i keep the things i LOVE)
…old wounds
…ideas that no longer serve me
…trying to be perfect (notice i said try!)
…the fear of making mistakes
…my defensiveness (this one can be tough)
…being a victim
…not speaking up when i think i should
…relying on outside things to be my bliss
…the ‘need’ of a man to bring happiness
…feeling responsible for other peoples feelings
…for doing anything that is not absolutely authentic
In the midst of all this, there are struggles. Just so no
one assumes that I write this and poof it is done.
My life is wonderfully
complex as all of ours are.
That is the beauty.
The paradox.
I sit between two places. Not in either, fully.
hard but exhilarating.
I know, that it is coming.
I feel like this year has been one of the
most challenging of my life (and I have
lived through some hellish ones) and through
it all there is a feeling that
something beautiful is happening.
A lovely new piece of the puzzle is here.
one that i have dreamed of for a long time.
It is me, loving ME. Seeing ME. Embracing ME.
And with that….loving and being kind to others.
I am drawn to the simple beauty of
self-love.
It is the only way to live.
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