hey lovies

i have an ankle ouchie.
it is swollen, i think when i was jumping down from the gate of the wardrobe trailer…
i landed weird and now it is a dull pain when i walk.

**sending out quick healing prayers**

i know that i have been pretty quiet.
still settling into
my life in phoenix
and working full time (which means 14 hours a day).
it makes me appreciate the ultra
luxurious and heart nurturing time I had off.

i am finding new ways
make my life
circular.
balanced.
magical.
living with less guilt or fear.
taking care of me.

in the past i would harbor in
the land of what i now call
gremlin-ville.
the present is offering me other choices.
when life hands me a crisis, i enter it with a calm heart.
(if i can)
knowing that i can only do my best.
that is all we can really do.
our best.
and i truly don’t think that means perfection
like i used to.
while i had always longed to do everything just
right in my movie job world, for example,
now i look to do my best AND connect.
that is so much more important to me, than
being mistake-free.
and it spills over into other parts of my life too!
funny how that works.

i got a beautiful apron made by the uber talented liz.
on one side is greens, yellows, and browns
with flying birdies.
and the other has rich navy and deep red pattern.
the pockets have multi-colored swimming turtles.
it is cute and happy.
perfect for me.

i heart it!

writing cards to my gaggle of lovey peeps.
you all are precious.
i adore you in so many ways.
you inspire me times infinity.

deep thanks-
xoxo